Sunday
= lost =
no matter how prepared one can be, u can never get over the terrible feeling when u finally lose the thing u love. i got a call from someone who want to adopt the little kitten. i guess, sadness just fills in the heart. how i wish that it isn't true? oh wells
i have been trying to advertise for the kitty's adoption. but, when the time has come for such a thing it's painful. i found myself having sleepless nites and trying to coax myself that it's for the better. i told benedict - he didn't take the news any better than me.
i told the kitty that i have to send her off. she was very quiet and just closed her eyes. it's a little watery around her eyes. i guess that she knows that she has to go.. about 1/2 hr before the girl came to collect kitty, i asked the kitty to sit with me for a while. she slept on me.. she was quiet and composed. i reaaly wished that this moment will never end
i have to remind myself why i can't have the kitty.
what's left is an empty cage
and a hole in my heart
little kitty eating her foood. looks quite yummy.
so funny, kitty climbed on benedict's pillow and feel asleep there!! hahaha =) want to know how big the kitten is?
quite small huh ... she looks more like a mouse than a cat!
think about it,
end of this month julian is going to the army. luke is not done from his leave. i'll be all alone and there is no one there beside me ... *oh other than andrew*
princess maddie.
little kitty eating her foood. looks quite yummy. 
so funny, kitty climbed on benedict's pillow and feel asleep there!! hahaha =) want to know how big the kitten is? 
quite small huh ... she looks more like a mouse than a cat!